I don't want to jinx anything. It's that time of the month and for the first time in a long time, not only do I not feel like ripping someones head off for looking at me the wrong way, but I actually feel... happy. Like, absurdly happy. And it's not even like I have a lot of stuff going on right now to make me feel this way.
Yesterday I came home after visiting my family and hometown for reading week which always gets me down, I have laundry up to my eyeballs to do, the house is a mess, and I'm piss broke. But for once, I don't give a shit. I've been super productive and got a lot of stuff done, I have dinner planned out, I got my workout done, I have seemingly boundless energy and I feel fantastic.
I wish I knew what I did or didn't do to change my mood, because I want to feel like this everyday!
Maybe it's because I know the next time I get to go home and visit, it'll be for the summer and I get to stay for months. Maybe it's because of my hormones. Maybe it's because I'm actually getting shit done on my to-do list. Maybe because I was outside for a bit today (I was shoveling the yard, but still, that vitamin D is some potent shit).
I feel invincible right now.
Let's keep it going shall we?
xo
Lucky
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